You

I wish I was the one you love, not of one you hate
For the pain is so deep, with every drop of tear it seems like my life was a mistake
For you it's so easy but for me why is it so risky?
I love you but I hate you, the pain just can't be made out
In the darkness my hands are tied up
Falling and tumbling, you'll never know
The knife that stabs me deeper time by time will never let me survive though
Forget my face, forget my name
For if someday I'm gone life for you will be the same
Though my farewells are written in thoughts, my heart that longs for that love may forever sit like a rock
Goodbye, goodbye
Forever and for once
For the present is a mystery
For loving you is a lesson
©shadows01