There is a difference, you and I
What we want and crave are two different things.
You want your old love and friends
I want to love myself, to be whole.
If I let you take back what you crave, would you be happy?
The darkness would linger once more, would you be able to defeat it again?
My brain tries to reason with logic but you fight for the one thing you miss
I moved on, but your heart hasn't
It aches and aches and I feel it too
The more you hurt, the more pain I begin to feel
I know they all moved on but you wish they didn't
You let them slip out of your grasp as you fell in despair, never knowing what you had was there
I now know what I once had, but no one ever really knew what I was going through
Is it worth half the love they gave to you?
Is that all you're worth?
I reject the worth that was given
I wanted the same worth I gave to others
Between the change, the darkness costed you everything
I accept what happened but you don't
You wanted to be saved but I know that can't happen
Only I can save myself
©silntvoice
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