Sorrow fills my heart
Hopelessness consumes my brain
Noone sees it, so I live with the pain
I dont want to get out of bed
Nothing excites me to
So I just lay here and think of me and you
Why wasnt I enough
What was it I needed to do
I rack my brain all day long
Just thinking of me and you
A lifetime of memories
A handful of regrets
Years of our family
And now you dont give a shit
I will never understand how you can
do this to me
Just go about your everyday
and never think about you and me
Grandchildren were in our future
Retirement and trips, growing old together
and celebrating our kids
Those things weren't important to you
As they were to me, so I'm just left to think about what couldn't be
Pain fills my heart and sadness consumes my brain
Noone sees it
So I live with the pain
Can you hear the thunder, can you feel the rain, dont you see the darkness that has taken over me
I just wanted you to see me and love me
And never let me go, but that life is something I will never know
Enough said, yes I know
Forget me and go
©annie
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