Know you are too good ...
Know you truly love me..
But I can't...
It's not that I don't, It's just I can't love you.
There is already someone else in my heart, that's why I can't let you in.
He already occupied my every thought, that's why I can't give you a chance.
My feelings for you are complicated,
Stop looking at me, stop following me, stop helping me and stop loving me
Knowing that you care for me and can die for me... It hurts.
I left flower path and choose to walk on thorns.
I left the peace and choose chaos.
It's killing me to stay but I don't think I can make it out alive.
I know you will hold me once I reach you but your touch burns me.
You are a desire..
And he is my destiny..
Only he can make me and break me.
Leaving the safe heaven I'm walking towards my destruction... I can't stop
I wish my heart can accept you...
My head did but my heart didn't..
I don't know why we always love the one that hurt us and hurt the ones that love us.
I don't deserve you...go away.
You are a fantasy I can't have..
You are a hope I can't see..
You are a wish I don't have..
You are a shadow I want to reach...
You are a love ...I can't have.
©amaira
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