you

I am so tired of all the fights. Tired of aruging over whos wrong and who's right.
I feel i can't talk to you because i always get ignored. I hate begging for your attention when all i want is to just be adored.
We have been together for 3 years and married for almost 2. We can't keep living like this i feel i don't even know you.
Wheres the laughter where is that laugh i loved so much? Where is that sweet man i used to know where is that sweet and gentle touch.
I feel you pushing me further and further away. When all i want is for you to give me a reason to stay.
I can't sit here and continue to tell you how i feel without it starting a big fight. I dont have the energy to keep arguing over whos wrong and whos right.
I don't ever ask for much of anything at all. This marriage is suppose to build us up and keep us standing tall.
I honestly don't know if things will get any better. I have wasted my breath once again when it's just gone in one ear and out the other.
I love you and i dont want to lose the love we once had. I want to be with you forever n be happy not sad.