I came to your doorstep ,
to tell you I'm sorry - for your mistake.
You did not answer the door,
But I heard your laughter.
Cruel , vile woman -
who pretends to be an angel.
You were my sister,
my strength - that I held on to.
I hear your piercing laughter again ,
and so I knock even harder.
My eyes begin to water,
and my throat closes.
Blood shoots through my veins,
and my anger arises.
You finally open the door,
and you say one sentence that shoots me in the heart.
"What you did hurt me "
You blamed it on me ,
every promise you broke - you blamed it on me.
Every nasty thing to said to me -
you blamed it on me.
Everything you had done wrong -
you blamed it on me.
My heart had turned to ice ,
after what you had said.
So I look at you dead in the eye ,
"You deserve it!" I bit back.
I turn and leave,
the words taste sour in my mouth - almost as if doesn't belong .
but it was needed to be said .
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