(it's not my best it's just I have so much going through my head I was just trying to get some off my head)
It's heartless
it's worthless
it's pointless
why am I still writing
there's no reason to be thinking
when nobody cares whether or dead or alive
Doesn't it hurt?
Knowing that the only person that cares is you
Doesn't it kill you inside to hide your feelings?
To fake it til you break it?
To smile while tears flow?
Having to hide the cuts because everyone judges?
Well I wish I could say it didn't
crying myself to sleep,
hiding the emotions,
craving for some to hold me and tell me they're there for me
instead of leaving me alone with the voices in my head
Wow that sounds great!
But only in our dreams
If life was that easy we could all be happy
There would be no sadness nor anger
Life would be perfect for everyone
Except for people like me and you
Also if we were happy all the time
There would be no me and you it would just be us
So no matter what happens,
no matter how sad you are or angry you are
don't change yourself because you don't need to be like everyone else
you need to be you not him nor her you just you
S