In the darkness of my room
I write
Thinking of your bloom
I smile
I've promised and decided
To write out my heart
And never to stopÂ
Until I'm done
I've decided to let you know
How difficult it is for me
To get you out of my soul
To get you out of me
Out of my head
And out of my life
How you cameÂ
Probably invited or uninvited
To spend just a moment
But now turning to a lifetime
You came out of nowhere
And walked right straight into my life
So you did without caution
I tried cautioning you
But i failed at it
I find myself drawing back
Even though i never found myself in such situation
I wasn't surprised nor confused
I seemed incredibly fine and growing
I find myself lost in thoughts of you
Most of the time i try to write
I find myself in a more secured part
When I'm all with you
It feels like I'm going back on my words
It feels like you're right
But trust me when i say this
I've no right one
For only all wrongs walked into my life than you could imagine
But i still seem different with you
That i think I've found right
And now that I've found
I'm afraid I'm falling
Because this shouldn't be
I hope i don't hurt you
Because my life is a ruckus
That i hope not to disrupt you
©duniwrites
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