my head is spinning
it's dark and its deep
I'm climbing this hill
but it's much too steep
if I shall fall
leave me lay
for I am doomed
if I have to stay
no need to check on me
not this time atleast
I've found some ways
to tame the beast
I used to drink away
so many fears
but they would come back
and whisper in my ear
"you cant" they said
so quietly at night
"just quit" they said
no need to fight
well the bottle went down
so did my anxiety
depression is still here
hiding inside of me
let it wait in the dark
as I get geared up
I'll be ready this time
I'll end it abrupt
©b2mayn
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