I never needed these meds like I do today.
I did a relapse, and I'm scared what the doctors will say.
She hurt me like never before.
Sometimes, I just want to give up, but I can't because I love myself more.
They say she's like a drug and I'm supposed to free myself from all that she is.
Sometimes, I can love her so much, but then she's someone you don't need.
She's someone you could miss or she's someone that can bleed you.
Life with her is a ride, you can't get off of.
Life with her is a mess and that sometimes that's just enough for me.
Everyone is saying that I must clean up my act.
I will do so, but I can't stop my heart from hurting, that is a fact!
I know she's the biggest mistake I have ever made.
I know I must end whatever we had, but I'm afraid.
What if I decide not to go on that ride anymore.
Doesn't mean that I won't fall for another messed up heart break like before.
You can't stop your heart from falling in love with the same kind of person again.
Once I fix myself up I will be looking for love, love has no end.
You can't stop your heart from falling in love with the same kind of person again.
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