Words are hard to perceive when it comes to you.
Lost in a world filled with my imaginations,
Life crumbling down leaving me in desperation.
12:46am and the thought of you lingers
If this is a dream,save me from the despair
How much torture do I have to go through?
Thought I needed your touch but I think I'm just lust
Don't want to feel anymore, wish I could turn off my humanity
But life has me wallowing in pain with no choice
Always want to turn 2 seconds into forever,
And these choices got me messed, obsessing over nothing.
Tried fitting in but really don't belong here.
Living reckless, feelings unleashed;
Want to bottle them up and never set free.
Will go miles to trade all I have just for peace
©chiamakauk
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