you had me with that sapphire twinkle in your eye.
for that moment I couldn't move.
I wanted to speak but it was like I was a mute.
paralyzed.
starstruck.
I was tripping.
my eyes couldn't move from your gaze.
as our minds talk without using words.
the devious things I wanted to do but couldn't say.
you had me in every possible way.
and I liked it.
looking into those light sapphire embers like neon lights bursting into flames.
every detail of your face I remember like a song a cheesy stupid love song.
a feeling of something warm and fuzzy crawled up my skin.
suddenly I was falling and not caring.
feeling a profound heat.
a fever.
it was spreading.
I was falling for the girl who I barely knew.
your smile.
your laugh.
your voice.
it all was heaven to me.
your body just right.
your black raven long hair.
the silly curl teasing your eyes.
it was all poetry to me.
you were now my muse.
and I was the composer of this lovesick tragedy that led my heart to sing.
as it sunk to my stomach.
the butterflies bursting wanting to be free.
what passion was this?
my eyes glued to you like painting a wretched canvas.
like a photograph and I was the camera as I couldn't look away.
I wouldn't.
I won't.
liking what I see.
biting my lip.
thinking about what if your panties and bra fell?
what if you weren't wearing anything at all?
what if I could touch?
what if I could taste?!
my imagination just running wild and fast.
yet I couldn't get you off my mind.
to my brain you were never last.
never.
the thought of you staying on my mind was insanity.
yet if love is blind I'm blurry.
yet I die for you every time I see you.
I go to hell just to fight the devil to be near you.
yes babygirl I'd go to war and die in the battlefield just to have you cry over me!
and wear your goodbye kisses as a scar.
yet these are things I can not say.
you had me.
I wish I was yours.
if you could see it that way.
that I love you in every universe.
that I want you though you might not ever want me back.
these dreams are all I have of you.
mad ramblings of a lovesick poet that wanted to make you smile and laugh.
©darkmocha
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