I never faced my feelings in the way that you wanted me to.
I faced anger, sadness, and depression. but heartbreak to me was all new.
You loved and cherished me then you threw my heart away.
Here is why I stand here in awe, with not a word to say.
Did I ever distrust your loyalty, No, but I should of let you go.
In the end it wasn't worth what I know.
Now, I feel like I am being punished for what I didn't understand.
I lost you for another but still I hold out my hand.
Times are tough ahead,
But, I never understood the words you said.
Now, I look back at why you broke my heart.
I loved but I lost, then you tore my world apart.
Countless nights, I waited for your call.
you just didn't love me, then you watched me fall.
Now, I look back and now I understand what you we''re trying to say.
You just didn't love me, and now I am not feeling okay.
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