Everything about myself,
It has been killed 💀
I'm sick, 😥
I'm depressed,😞
I've lost my mind,😤
Crying on my fucking bed.😭
But you just don't give a fuck.😏
You there, you smirked, you smiled.🥵
That damn "goodbye" makes me sick.💔
How you could be so okay now when I'm gone?😏
How you could be so okay now when you shattered my soul?
Remember when you swore to God I was the only?
Fuck.
It was totally a lie.
It's like we never even happened.
Fool me, screw you.
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face.
I let you treated me like that because I was a fucking fool love you like crazy.
But you never cared.
You said that I deserve a better girl.
Why didn't you say that at the first time we met?
I thought you were the best girl of my life.
I thought you were the one who brought happiness.
But you're a piece of shit that gave me pain and sorrow.
I've already fallen too far in this shit feelings.
4 years meant nothing to you but it was everything to me
You took everything, you took it without caring.
4 years that fucking 4 years,
You said "so why if it's 4 years? You wanna do what?"
Yeah, I was so fucking fool who trusted an asshole like you.
The way you hurted me,
The way you yelled at me,
The way you dumped me,
The way you didn't give a fuck,
The way you're being an asshole,
I'm okay with that,
It will be paid as well.
You said that you couldn't love me anymore.
You said that feeling couldn't be forced.
You didn't recognise how the Fuck.
It was totally a lie.
It's like we never even happened.
©shyspoetry
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