Though I may have spoken abruptly before,
I don't normally make known the feelings I store.
Certain circumstances changed my normal ways,
When I made my feelings known those days.
That's never been part of my plan;
A woman should not have to chase after a man.
Christ is the head; the husband under Him,
The wife after the husband; designed since humanities time to begin.
If I have stepped forward to speak more than once,
Then, please, understand how I feel even in our absence.
It's not about being old fashioned at all,
but more about what's appropriate protocol.
You already know how deeply I feel,
how I've tried to give you what my heart has revealed.
I believe in staying faithful, committed, loyal and true,
But, if you don't speak up, what can I do?
All that's been left for me to assume,
Is that your feelings do not reciprocate my love, I presume.
God knows I've cried so many tears,
So, I've tried to push it away in my fears.
No matter what happens, Please remember l love you .
And, it won't disappear no matter what you won't do.
xoxo
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