Dazed and confused, is how lately I have been feeling, in my mind.
Closed to reality, feeling sort of blind.
Can't move on, without your love.
Thought being alone, could have been enough.
Now I sit here being judged, for what I wanted in my life.
Took a long hard look, and felt the pins in my heart, like a long sharp knife.
You could of told me that love is not what you were looking for with me.
Then at least I could of let things be.
I was looking forward to spending many long years with you.
Never realized the words you said never was true.
You led me to believe we would have a long happy relationship together.
I really believed in forever.
But you tore up the belief, I had for us.
You never wanted the forever thing with me, For us, you never were in love.
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