You said you was going to be there for me
You said we will be friends forever
You said youll never let me cry
You said you was going to cheer me up when im upset
But where were you the whole time
When i was crying you werent there
When i was alone daydreaming you only looked at me and laughed
You werent really there for me at all
You never was
I always felt judged by you
Now i have noone
Noone to share laughs and jokes with
I feel like a weirdo
This feeling of regret and guilt creeps in
Was it me in the wrong
Did i do something to make you hate me this much
Im comfused
Im a bad person
That's my only explanation...
i have this urge to do something but i dont know what to do
should i start punishing myself
maybe i deserve it...
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