When you left this world life began to be much hard and tougher
Living in this world without your presence l feel pain,sad and lonely
You were my shield, you could have been protecting me from these earthly swords
Every moment of my life is torture, in every ticking of the clock ,a new wound is formed in my heart
Looking in the future ,l see blurry colors
I that blurry vision l see darkness, darkness that l never saw when you were among us
Oh darkness ,that scary fear of how the future is going to be
Oh darkness, l fear you will ruin the future of a young boy in his 20s
I wish you were here to guide and offer hope to me
Where are you ,in that place we know not of?
Is there no pain , anxiety , depression and torture over there ?
These 4 are running my daily errands, all l wish is for dear oxygen to stop running in and out of the corners of my heart
©sta_rkish
S