At the first meet we became friends
Wanted you then, but could never attend
As time grew we were no longer within sight
Hidden from our normal light
You initiated the re-connection
And it gave me a deep affection
Things were going smooth and I was liking the thought of wanting to move, but then you left me for her, without a word, without a slur
Thee audacity ...
To leave me in the dark a few weeks flew by my eyes were just starting to dry, then in you came
Giving me more time and effort in the day, yet nothing of how you felt
Never knowing if you cared for real
This time tired was I
The countless words and expressions given for more declaration
Yet they were left...
Not taken into consideration
Ooh, the pain of feeling unwanted by the one you love and deeply care for
All that was needed was the knowing of you actually wanting more
Effort and care,
sharing of our worlds
However, once expressed answer was grim thus was known no care was given
Angry and distraught is what can be assumed of what you felt
For I left your careless answer with no response
Let us both take in the words given and once the time came to clear the air and check in you removed me from your life.
Put a wall up which I cannot climb
So now I wait til your done with avoidance
Cause I still miss you
Thinking I'm the one who did wrong, but in reality I was the one truthfully scorned.
©savy
S