the first time I saw you.
my brown eyes undressed you.
you were almost a dream.
lost in transparency.
translation my eyes written love with warmth.
the kiss I imagined again and again the softness alienated me as I was torn apart.
I left you bare naked to my touch.
but seduced by a simple touch of fever.
my kiss grasping at your heartbeat like drums it pulses through my fingers.
a ache.
your lips wished to know me.
your fingers delicately dreamed in the night to touch me.
yet you were the lost note in my symphony.
a dream so fleeting I'd die just to have again yet to never think to wake.
in my subconscious I wish to remember.
to be in my arms though it's a dream it's where I'm safe from harm.
no one can touch me.
no one but you.
the thought of you so fleeting so intoxicating yet all I see is you.
as you come and go in my dreams.
revisiting if you please.
I laid there dreaming in blankness hoping again you would crawl into my bed and lay beside me.
thought of I would never wake is like a child, it's bliss to me.
yet I see you.
and think "who needs to wake"
dreams are the only way my heart stops to ache.
yet you are a galaxy all of your own.
you were gravity.
and your gravitational pull had me.
and only me alone.
so I'm just... so gone.
©darkmocha
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