you used to be my everything.
my lover.
my fantasy.
my dream at night.
now you are just gone.
you were the kiss I dream about.
now my heart just aches.
you used to be the touch caressing me at night.
now there's nothing there.
I have to be content with my warmth.
and lately me isn't the heat I need.
yet my heart still bleeds.
oblivious to everything.
nothing matters.
I could scale rooftops like Batman if it would make me feel better.
beat guys to a pulp.
but that won't solve anything.
I wanted to be the hero yet settled for the villain.
you used to love my bad side my dangerous side yet you left before you could tame the monster.
yet All you do is leave.
am I not good enough?
am I not worthy of something as warm as fuzzy as love?!
but none of that matters.
I don't matter.
yet I'm nothing.
©darkmocha
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