Running from the past,
hope I can move on fast,
It feels so heavy, my heart.
Everything I wanted in my life
was torn apart.
With these feelings of recklessness,
I feel in some sort of a mess.
I laughed when I saw what you meant to me.
I was using you for a night or two, now leave me be.
I am so broken to be with anyone,
right now I just need a little fun.
I noticed your not that type of girl, so I am sorry that I hurt you.
But it's better now than later, because I will never be true.
It wouldn't be right to lead you on.
Because, in my kind of life, you would never belong.
I am sorry girl, but this has to end,
I have a heart that's been hurt over and over again.
So letting you go easily, is best for me.
From my wreckages in my life, my heart will never be free.
©terrylin53
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