My dearest darling,
As shown below
Are all the things
You'll never know:
You'll never know,
That when I first met you,
That you knotted my stomach
And made my heart speed too.
You'll never know
That for a long while
My breath gets caught
When I see your smile.
You'll never know
Just what I'd do,
The lengths I'd go to
So that I'd see you.
You'll never know
How you hypnotize
My very soul
With your gorgeous eyes.
You'll never know
The happiness
That I feel with the light
Of every kiss.
You'll never know
How it tears me apart
When you have to go
When we have to part.
And if I can help it...
You'll never know
The kind of hurt
That comes with tears
On a wetter shirt.
You'll never know
The kind of pain
That keeps you awake
And knaws at your brain.
You'll never know
The deafening silence
Where you just stare into space
And don't blink once.
You'll never know
How to feel alone
After all my love
To you I've shown.
But most importantly..
You'll never know
How I'd use my breath
To say that I love you
Until I've reached my death.
J. Cross
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