I'm waving my hand for a greeting
When my mind is on a farewell so an entreating
But it's so entertaining
Having this consciousness at a very young age
At the same time, the show can't go on
Because I simply can't play a dramatic roll
So I refrained
Tried to fit in where I don't belong
Just because something in it helps me to live numb
For a reason which I thought it would be better than living without my atrium
In a way that leads to a beautifully made succumb
Still holding memories, to know that I'm a crumb
I walked long enough to disappear from the past
I have forgotten that there is no way out
I gave up for no reason
And I don't know where to go
For I haven't done nothing so I couldn't crow
I'm able to do something, to forgo
Of the things I don't exactly know
Since time has gone
I'm old enough to be called a man
Since I have started to walk too much slower as I grow older in return
Good enough to be a melody hearted person
From the asesh of a faint-hearted malign
Since I have known too much pain
After all, teary eyes makes the eye clean
Midnight tears makes the midday so brighten
Even if it's just for a look in a blink
Worth a smile of a lifetime, I call it a settlement ink
©jermiah
J