Rip my love Michael Brown
We have argued so many times before
But we always make up
There's always more for us in store
You made up your mind and felt absolutely sure
You just decided on your own it was time to tally up the score
I guess you felt there was nothing more
u didn't even give me a chance
I saw u one last time and just gave u a glance
Then u took my breath away
Like when we first met
But in a totally different way
This time I couldn't beg u to stay
You were gonna be 29 in May
But u decided to leave us today
I dont know what to say
U stole my heart at hello and now at goodbye
God, baby, you were just so adorable and shy
As I try not to cry while I listen to our song "ride"
I really don't think you knew way deep down
That I will never even try
You were it, you are my only guy
As I take a breath, I wipe my eye
My faced soaked, the tears come so fast that I don't think it will dry
I won't even try, this is not a lie
My heart fell to the ground next to you
where it will die
Everyone will already know why
I ache to my core so far inside
I wish I could be invisible for a bit
Just run away and hide
It feels like you just lied
I feel so hopeless and my hands are tied
I remember when I begged God to let me keep you
Before that day you took it on yourself to decide
That the only answer for you was suicide
And you took you from me again
Now what can i do
U let the devil win
You committed the ultimate sin
You were my glue but you spread it so thin
I loved you more then anyone knew
If you only had a clue
We made each other so happy
But neither of us know how to handle feeling anything but crappy
But u made me so mushy and sappy
Even when we fought, my feelings of love would get caught
I knew you were all my heart had saught
But I never forsaw, us being for naught
There was so much I wanted to learn with you and so much I could of taught
Here you left my heart to just sit and rott
Cuz you were what I was given, u were what I got
Cuz i picked you the second I saw you
I just knew
Now I'm left with your heart and mine
Til the end of my time
Trying to put together a heartbroken, one sided rhyme
Your family blaming me, accusing me of a crime
Baby, you were who i went to when I felt blue
Now I'm left with just a heart and empty bottle of glue
I'm so damn sad baby, it was gonna be me and you
Why did u choose to die instead my love
Making me feel worthless
Nobody to push me and shove
U fit with me like a glove
Now I can only once again turn to my man above
The one who never let's me down
I pray my father in heaven is holding you for me tonight
Cuz I know he's gonna be squeezing me so tight
I will imagine us both laying with him
I will know that we are both safe again
That makes me not as sad
Knowing u and I will lay in the arms of our dad
And maybe it won't hurt so bad
©vickia1953
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