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You're not you

Nobody wants to give me time, to deal with what's racin through my mind... But, all this rush is taken me away.
I've got thunder crashin in my sky... Earthquakes shakin up my ground. A hurricane went and stole my pride and i don't think i want to hang around... In a place that always brings me... Down.
Sometimes it's all i can do to keep from getting lost in my own 'hand me down blues', but that doesn't mean that i'd ever stop loving you.
It's your words that always bring me down. It's your words that turn my heart around. It's your love that tears me up inside. It's your love that makes me weak and cry. How do i know i won't fade away? I can't find a thing to make me stay.
You were never there when i was small. Where are you, now that i'm tall... Fighting for a love i've never known?
I've spent all my life in search of rain, to make you grow inside this pain. All i ever found was empty clouds. The sun comes out. The heat is strong. I can't tell where i belong, inside this world you made of hopes and dreams. I picture seeing you one day.
I'd take your love and run away, so you wouldn't leave me here and show you care. I've had enough of you, but you were never there.
©aaronhay