Had my eye on you
Thought you could
Be a friend
I knew you had issues
But had to learn for myself
An addict is just an addict
In the end
Maybe I idolized you
Coveted your ability to be numb
How stupid was I to think
Being like you could be fun
It's like I had a death wish
And wanted you to show me the gun
It took your addiction turning on me
To make me fear what I could become
You took the romance away
Showed me the dirty, deceitful side
It makes me sick to my stomach
That I almost ran into your arms
And my veins
In the search
Of that false place to hide
©lunabrosla
L