I hate the sound of your voice when you’re saying my name,..I hate the way I love being around you, I don’t know how to stop thinking about you.
I can’t resist your presence, your the essence of heaven, but you’re a master of deception.
You’re distant, and disconnected, when will I learn my lesson? You answer a question by asking a question, I guess you’re pressing the depth of my attention, I meant to mention that I respect your perspective.
Lack of compassion, isn’t it ironic how all I ever wanted was your affection, but once I got it, my conscience got infected, hypnotic, instead it led to depression.
You’re the epitome of perfection, pretending to be my best friend, ripped the heart out of my chest, and left me breathless, rendered me defenseless with one sentence, one hell of an entrance, the perfect way to end it.
Somehow, you always find your way back to me, I have to be living some kind of twisted fantasy.
You make me question my sanity, and then you just laugh at me like you’re happy it’s happening, you make me feel weightless, no such thing as limitation, safe in a place created to replace the matrix, in outter space gravity magically becomes a reality in a far away Galaxy.
I’m just a guest in your palace, you throw my world off balance, gettin mad at me if I don’t call you the queen, or your majesty, you’re a master of apathy, can turn a tragedy into a masterpiece.
I answer you happily, resorted to performing extortion, nothing more than a moron that deserves to be her servant.
I’m sure there’s a purpose, lurking beneath the surface, around, and around in circles, you look your best when you’re giving me your worst, like damn girl, you’re words are hurtful, but you’re my whole entire world.
It has to be destiny,..either that, or you’re testing me, letting me get my hopes up, and leading me to believe that I don’t need to believe in my own dreams, cause as long as I have you, what else could I possibly need?… 
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