redamancy
And there it goes
That flicker of gold
Of which tightly knit hugs come from
Pulling you closer into an embrace
Filling the empty space with another's
Warming and swarming and falling body
I caught it once ago
And tried enough
Redamancy comes and goes
And now it's gone for good
And there it comes
That flicker of happiness
Steming from the reaching of ever loving
Caring, protecting families
Kissing your cheek in the middle of December
Because tis the season we should celebrate
To have some redamancy
I caught it once ago
And let it go
Redamancy's far gone now
For better or for worse
You see me falling into sadness
I cross the streets on all the red lights
Not because I don't care but
I wish that a car came running
Into my body, maybe you'd adore it
When flatlines call time of death
As it was never your desire
To make it yours and now I know
I'm fulfilling my wish to try and have some
Redamancy
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