I never lose heart I'm falling apart I'm a fire behind a beautiful facade I'm…

I never lose heart
I'm falling apart
I'm a fire behind a beautiful facade
I'm not more than a dollface, In a bad way
I Have a damn passion to ran away,
I'm not more than just a Pretty face
But not pretty Enough to drive you insane
I'm Don't deserve the respect
of human being
I'm like a stupid toy that you can win
In the Regular gambling games
In the luna park
I'm worse than you can Even Realize,
You won't see anything
if you look into my eyes
I'm painted corpse
like figure Made from wax
just looks alive And nothing more,
You'll get tired of me soon
And I know it for sure,
That's why I tell you in advance
that I don't like you anymore
I'd rather leave you on my own
than sit and lick my wounds
I don't need to be taught how to lose
And you know...
I don't want you to watch me lose you,
So... for the life of us
you should excuse me,
cause I don't wanna
drag you along my road
cause in your eyes I look like a rag doll
while in my eyes you look like...

"oh.. my... lord.."

look around, The price of your girl's soul
is only one pound
If It's a truth Let's face it,
I'm not even suitable for a quick Pleasure,
I am nothing more than bright lipstick, I'm gilded Lily,
When I try to look cool, it looks silly,
When I try to be honest, it sounds pathetic,
I'm Rotten to the core without any esthetic,
I'm just a dollface Nothing more, just a Morally bankrupt
It's for sure, And that's the whole plot Of my stupid story
So if I make you believe that I'm Deserve you I'm sorry,
This phrase was written more for me than for you,
But the most stupid Shit here is
I love you
Actually you know what... Never mind,
with every line I'm getting closer to losing my mind
And it's been a long time since i need to click
on the control del,
But self sabotage it's hobby
So who care?
If after all I'm just a toy trash
Nothing more than
poisonous pink Eyelashes on a dollface,
I'm the one Who will never make Someone obsessed
I'm nothing more than just a pretty face

My number In other's contacts
Always " just in case "
Like some "lifeline"
Only for a moment when they need "safe space"
In fact, I'm Delectable at Playing this role,
at Be their "Grief receptacle" And nothing more,
Just a glove doll With an empty inner world
There's a fire burning in me, but I'm always cold,
I won't reach the end of the quest,
Sometimes I doubt that I exist,
So next time you see me, make sure it's mutual,
cause otherwise one of us is definitely delusional,
I really look more like a Delusion than a person,
but not the Mind-blowing one that walks on water
And not spectacular Enough to be the devil's daughter,
I'm just a dollface, some Kind of human Lab rat,
To put it bluntly just human experiment
I Always do my best but It doesn't matter
All I hear is "you can do it better"
"you can do it better" "you can do it better"
Just try act more clever,
"Just a bit more clever"