the pawn
Behind the Closed Doors
I'm the worst person in the world
Egocentric and sarcastic
and I always know for sure
where I made a new mistake?
Why do I lead people to hate?
I'm never shaking in my boots
cause I'm bound to lose.
I'll always be the pawn
that lost while defending the king
And if you see pain in my eyes,
please pretend you didn't see.
I always make the wrong choice
People say that I'm annoying
I have only one good trait
I won't leave you in pain.
Like in a cheap old drama
I'll be the stupid one
who always volunteered himself,
Who will protect you by a gun,
Who is the first to getting hurt,
Who will give his bleeding heart,
No explanation, no excuse
that's just my only curse
For the rest of my life, if
all the world is an artery
than I'm a knife.
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