Lost

Pick me up or hold me down
Seems I've been pushed aside
My smile is crooked
Forever a broken frown
Hold my heart for I hold it up
My heart leaps within my soul inside
As I run and hide
Far away from myself
Struggling to see
Why I am the blind
Waiting for tomorrow
Maybe some happiness
Is the search
It's hard enough when I can't see
What I need to find
Why my thoughts are the grind
Inside my mind
Let it go
As I scratch and claw
I'm giving up
Life's a gamble
I lost the game
I'm the flaw
The cause why I'm broke
My pockets empty
Why I'm alone with no flame
The hard luck of life
Fancy the charm
I'd threw it away at free the cost
It's ain't working
That positive energy
Feeling inside
Tomorrow as like yesterday
Knowing today why I'm closed up
I know it's my way of thinking
As for me
Nothing's here is for me
I just threw it away
My love I've tossed
After all my love is gone
With me nothing is different
Living life in this sad world
For everyone
Who seeks fortune and fame
Yes life it's for you
For me seems nothing different
But living life
Seems ordinary
Seems like everyday
Is living life just the same
©freewriter