forgotten me not by anyone I know but by me while chasing perfection I lost…

forgotten me not by anyone I know but by me while chasing perfection I lost something more valuable (my old self). I don't know how she will react if she knew this i forgot how I used to smile before how i danced without hesitation sang without regret while now even breathing feels heavy with every calculated move life lost its happiness,hopefulness the day I forgot how to be me so yeah i was forgotten by me 🤧💔