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is it my fault?

is it my fault?
I feel insecure wearing clothes
that make me look flat.

At first, I never even realized I was skinny
until all those whispers
slowly found their way to my ears.

They joke about my flatness
like it’s something funny.

And I thought their jokes never really affected me
until one day
I stood in front of the mirror
and saw the disappointment
in my own eyes.

It hurts to realize
that a 17-year-old girl
has to feel this way
just because she is skinny.