You'll regret not speaking to your family the day of their funeral...
Unless they fked up enough to where you will not be attending theirs, and they will not be allowed to attend yours. Should have loved me when you were/I was alive ✌️ somethings you can't come back from, and you get to a point where your efforts became their ammo.
When you realize you're building bridges while they're burning them down from the other side then throwing the gas can in your direction the moment you turn your back to make it look like you were to blame, you eventually stop putting out those fires and fixing what they intentionally and wrecklessly broke.
It's when you stop turning your back on those behaviors and acknowledge it wasn't an accident..it wasn't a mistake...it was a repetitive and calculated pattern. And you... you deserve more. Love me when I'm alive or leave me alone.
©sincerely
S